STRESS

Ugh , gosh . can life get any better ?! my grandma has over stoned in her kidneys, and there's something growing on her liver . so she needa to take like 500 surgeries . after great gma passed away in april , life hasnt gotten any better . uncle from canada and korea are coming and staying over at our place on monday . and theres a wedding tomorrow which i cant go to , cus im going to a leadership conference or whatever at UW . school , isnt as great . and money is always an issue . i miss so many people , and i just cant see them . so many things going on , and theres nothing that i can do about it . everyone's been getting on my last nerves lately, everything is bothering me , i just want to sleep all day . . . ehh ~ but talking him makes me feel better somewhat . but i feel so bad for him all the time , cus i dont bring out the best for him . i wish i can see him more often , all i want to do his just hold onto him for a long time , and give him a big ass hug . why cant i just stand there and hug him as long as i want .

i want my car ):