love said to me . . . today ;

chyeeeh boii ! (:
hahaha , just got home ;
mmmh , boo came down to Kent for the first time now .
&& it was more for the money than anything else , but it was better than nothing ,
ahahah (: im just glad that i saw him , and i get to see him tomorrow too (: ahhh ~
we got a couple ring today too , its not formal and its not fake , but its cute and simple ~ (:
- getting a couple ring
checked on the list of what i want to do when i get a boyfriend ,
- kissing in the rain ! ^^*
ahaha did that today too (: mmmmhm , for the first time too . it was amazing & i loved it . ahaha now i can say that i've kissed in the rain before ! (:
2 check marks down on my list all in one day , woow ! isnt that great ?! ahahaha :D

but i lost something today , i hope i can get most of it back tomorrow though . ive been waiting for it for for than 3 months for it ): but you have to make some sacrafices for the love one riite ? sighhh , i miss it already ): i feel . . . so blehhh , butt !@#$%^& yeahh . . .

mmmmh , i missed him so much and i got to see him before next weekend , and it makes it even better that i get to see him tomorrow ! (: ahahaa , i met spencer and orlando today , they're actually pretty cool , especially spencer (: even if he's kinda short , i was surprised , almost my height , but cute ! ^^* ahahah , Orlando seemed to be . . . blank , i couldnt really tell his expression but from what i saw it wassnt that much of a good mood , but im still glad that i got to see them . ahah i hope we can have fun next weekend , i cant wait .

i want to go to the thing on 12/11 but , he says that he doesnt want me there . but things will go down all good hopefully . i pray about it everyday , everynight , every morning and once before every meal i take . i never prayed so hard and so much for one person in my whole life , but i know that God will let things go all good . & like he once said to me before , there're are good reasons behind everything that happens , and things dont happen just because . even if i miite not be there to see him that day , he'd better off without me there . maybe its because he doesnt want me to see him like that . . . but , if he insists , theres nothing i can really do but just wait . its going to worry me alot and it is riite now . but pray pray pray and hope things will be ayeee okayy ! (: ahaha [ datt ryhmess (: ]

28th will be the last day i will see him before 12/11 , and i have a feeling that im going to miss him the most and want to see him to most till the next time i see him after 11/28 . we're going to have lots of fun , and laugh alot , and make many memories we can cherish forever in just one day .

i never thought that one person can make me so happy , and keep me on my heels everyday . . . but even if some think that its just infactuation , sometimes i think its real love . & i hope we will last forever . cus i can see it (:
he said something that i wont forget , ahaha <3 his warm heart and loving self will always confort me and make me smile anyday . his laughter will fill my heart with joy and take all stress off my mind , and his smile will make me smile and make my day , his kisses never get old and is never cold , and his warm hugs will make me love him even more and anyday .

lemme just say , before i do anything else toniittee . . .
I LOVE YOU YOUNG CHO , and i really mean it (: