Doesn't Get Any Better

it ruins the whole mood , i try to take my mind off of everything but , i just dont know what to do . theres always yelling in the house , fighting , we cant go a hour or more without fighting or arguing . even if things seem like they're getting better , just evertime it builds up , it just falls down and measures to zero . everything is just making everything single thing worse . i just need a break from everything . EVERYTHING ! I just cant take it anymore . i need someone to just lean on , blehh ~ i miss you ):

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”
- Marianne Williamson