okay , i tried ..... ♥ [changed title] ignoreeee

manng , i really dont know what to say .
if it is really true , then ... it'd be all bad .
- well here i go with the case that everything is really forreal .

i never knew that you actually felt that way
never knew that it was so genuine
reminincing those days that we had back in the day
missing all those talks , calls and laughs that we had
wishing that i can go back to those days where everything was just fine
where i was able to talk to you with no hestitation
now , not knowing how youll take my approach , im tryna suck up and be real witchu
so please dont be too harsh or too hard on me , i jhuss wanna get back to how we were even if it seems impossible now
believe it or not , youre on
my mind constantly , not literally 24/7 buhht youre always at the back of my mind
now that im thinking back , to those days that passes by
i read all those convs. that we had and thought that i
was blinded at the time and didnt see what was riite
only if i had a state of mind that told me that it was time
to relize
i wish i can get you back , youre like the most special thing ive lost
thought that it was too good to be true but ,
i want it back
i miss you .

Brian McKnight

Mmm, mmm
Alright, yeah
Listen

Baby, can you put them bags down
Just wait hold on for a minute
Gotta say a couple things before you go
Even though I know that we're finished

I don't want you to leave without knowin'
Just where I'm comin' from, babe
I just wanna say I made a big mistake
And now I gotta face the fact that I

Shoulda been a better man
The kinda man that you needed
Woulda been better off
If I done right by you

I coulda done this, I coulda done that
But I know I can't go back
'Cause now it's just too late
I'm sayin' shoulda woulda coulda, yeah

I can tell by the look on your face
You ain't tryin' to hear what I'm sayin'
Maybe you done heard all of this before
To her this ain't no game that I'm playin'

This may be the last chance I ever have
To talk to you before you go
So I gotta say I made I big mistake
Girl, you know it's killin' me that I

Shoulda been a better man
The kinda man that you needed
Woulda been better off
If I done right by you

I coulda done this, I coulda done that
But I know I can't go back
'Cause now it's just too late
I'm sayin' shoulda woulda coulda, yeah

I should have done my best to love you, baby
I should have placed no one above you
And now it's killin' me more than you know
Letting you, that's why I...girl, I know that I shoulda

Shoulda been a better man (Coulda been a better man to you, baby)
The kinda man that you needed (Shoulda been there for
you every time you needed me)
Woulda been better off (Every time you called me)
If I done right by you (And you know that I coulda done this)

I coulda done this, I coulda done that (Coulda done that, yeah)
But I know I can't go back (You know I can't go back, baby)
'Cause now it's just too late (All I know need to know
is, girl, all I need to know is)
I'm sayin' shoulda woulda coulda, yeah (Do you love me
like you used to, baby)

I know I shoulda, yeah
I know I woulda, yeah (All the things I coulda done)
I know I coulda been a better man (All the things I shoulda done)
Said I shoulda woulda coulda, yeah (Sayin' shoulda
woulda coulda, yeah)

I know I shoulda, yeah (Yeah)
I know I woulda, yeah (Cooulda woulda shoulda)
I know I coulda been a better man
Said I shoulda woulda coulda, yeah (Yeah)

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I JUST WANT TO PUNCH SOMETHINGG !!
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THIS SPACE IS TOO LITTLE TO FIT MY ANGERRR !
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BLOGER IS NOT GOOD TO RELEASE ANGER !
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winter break ?

yeah , so im done making the cupcakes .
now , im just waiting for him to call . ehhh , its been so long . danng .
butt , im thinking of deleting my myspace account , myspace keeping my facebook ?
iono . but yeaah . ehh .
christmas is almost here ! && im going up to the mountains to go snowboarding ! (: haha , i cant wait ..

so i think this is what i'll be doing this winter break .
wednesday - going up to Mercer Island to see G-ma
thursday - christmas eve , christmas special service at church
friday - christmas day ! going snowboarding !
saturday - time with the fam bam !
sunday~wednesday - going to church winter lock in/ camp in church (:
thursday - new year ? i think . . . w/ the fam bam !
friday - church (: && rest
saurday - iono , yettt .
sunday - church all day ? haha .

yeahhhh , if anyones going to diamond during break !!!! GET DIALINNN !
orrr , if any parties going down , hit me up , let me know wasssup (:
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yhup ;

study group ! (:
joanna and nikki @ jw's crib after school today .
then baking cupcakes ,
& tryna go and buy some star oragami paper for xmas present ! <3

text me

cupcake list ! (:

1. Deveon Isaac
2. Nikki Molina
3. Alison Baluca
4. Joanna Wu
5. Jason Eng
6. Patrek Martin
7. Dalvyn Morris
8. Nave Dhesi
9. Mohamed Madani
10. Charlie Singh

this is just temporary ! (:
arriiittte ?

hustler

oh jeez , headahces are back again .
I got a A- on the Japanese test ): I thought I had an A . aish .
8/10 on the Chemistry Quiz ?! WTF , I swear . only if I had put Phosphite instead of Phosphide . FCK . !@#$%*&^%$#@

its finally Friday , had a long week .
& not going to diamond today ):
!@#$%^&*(&^%$#@!#$%^&*(&^%$#@ UHHH .
so gay , gotta work tomorrow , gayerrr !
no $$$$$ GAY GAY GAY GAY GAY !!!

getting my driving test soon , got my certificate ! (: yhhup ..
somebody call me , text me , or whatever .
Make my day , make me smile , make me laugh or whatever , lets have fun .
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for now .

wow , i needa get christmas presents for people . FML , i have no money . & their getting me something so i needa do something , !@#$%^&*

- Deveon Issak
- Nikki Molina
- Mohmaed Madani
- Jason Eng
- Patrek Martin
- Esther So
- Pastor Annie
- Pastor Leslie
- Daniel Obba
- Charlie Singh
- Alison Baluca
- Joanna Wu
- .

[ dang , iono . iono , if i needa get some of the other people presents or not . gah x.x ]

결혼해 줄래

결혼해 줄래
omg omg omg .
its like , that one feeling when you see DBSK , FT Island, F4, Super Junior, 2PM, or Big Bang or something like that in front of your eyed . AHHH !

나랑 결혼 해 줄래?
나랑 평생을 함께 살래?
우리 둘이 알콩달콩 서로 사랑하며
나 닮은 아이 하나 너 닮은 아이 하나 낳고
천년만년 아프지 말고 난 살고 싶은데
솔직히 말해서 내가 널 더 좋아해
남자와 여자사이엔 그게 좋다고 하던데
내가 더 사랑할게 내가 더 아껴줄게
눈물이 나고 힘이 들 때면 아플 때면 함께 아파할게
평생을 사랑할게 평생을 지켜줄게
너만큼 좋은 사람 만난 걸
감사해 매일 너만 사랑하고 싶어
나랑 결혼해 줄래

Rap) Marry me 매일이 행복에 겨워서
괜시리 내일이 기대 되는 사람
왜이리 왜이리 떨리는 걸까
보고 또 봐도 내겐 제일인 사랑
검은머리 파뿌리 될 때 까지
우리 둘의 생이 다 끝날 때 까지
손에 물은 묻혀도 눈에 눈물 절대 안 묻혀

넌 나의 반쪽 가슴 난 너의 반쪽 가슴 되어
숨을 쉬는 그 순간순간 널 사랑해 줄께
시간이 지나서 주름이 늘어나도
꼭 지금처럼 너와나 영원히 함께 할 거야
내가 더 사랑할게 내가 더 아껴줄게
눈물이 나고 힘이 들 때면 아플 때면 함께 아파할게
평생을 사랑할게 평생을 지켜줄게
너만큼 좋은 사람 만난 걸 감사해 매일 너만 사랑하고 싶어

Rap) 너는 마치 어두웠던 내 삶을 밝혀주는 빛
보글보글 찌개소리로 반겨주는 집
매 말랐던 내 맘에 내려주는 비
사랑이란 참 의미가 담겨있는 시
하늘이 정해 준 운명의 끈
너와 나의 만남은 천생연분
이 세상을 다준대도 바꿀 수 없는 내 삶엔 오직 평생 너뿐

내가 더 사랑할게 내가 더 아껴줄게
눈물이 나고 힘이 들 때면 아플 때면 함께 아파할게
평생을 사랑할게 평생을 지켜줄게
너만큼 좋은 사람 만난 걸 감사해 매일 너만 사랑하고 싶어
나랑 결혼해 줄래

OH YHUP !

A+ on the Chemistry TEST ! WHOOOO ~ ahahah (:
105 % i love extra credit !

first snow

haha yesterday was the first snow fall this year (: i was really happy , it wouldve been better if i couldve spent it with him but . it was better than nothing , i got to play in the snow with Francis , my old best friend . ahah , i missed him . it was fun babysitting the kids [not really] and going to paldo and talking (: ahaha . BBFF !? it was really nice getting to reunite on friday and chill for a bit on sunday . haha , i think we're going to hang out during winter break (: fun fun fun ! he's such a good playmate ahahha . let it snow let it snow let it snow !

i . dont . know !

what is painful and pleasuring at the same time ?
----------------------------------------------------
wow , i needa get back on study mode .
i've been sluffin so much this year , i remember last year when i was more on top of things , sophomore year really isn't any easier than freshmen year . i miss middle school and elementary school . i wish i was a kid again .

i've been having a feeling of wanting a kid , but . its going to grow , and i want it to be a baby forever . ahaha , doesn't even make sense but whatever .

andrew is going back to Germany , on Wednesday ):
yhup , its sad . >__<"

got a chemistry test today on electron configuration , i love chemsitry .
& i got a chapter 4 ib precalc test tomorrow , and a big japanese test on friday .

i can't wait till break , a week and a day left ! i cant wait . christmas is almost here , & yesterday was the first snow fall (: ahah , it was so pretty and fun (:

text me ! + whatever .

did you know ...

Phineas And Ferb ! (:

(ive been singing this the whole day since 1st period !)
There's 104 days of summer vacation
And school comes along just to end it
So the annual problem for our generation
Is finding a good way to spend it

Like maybe...

Building a rocket
Or fighting a mummy
Or climbing up the Eiffel Tower

Discovering something that doesn't exist (Hey!)
Or giving a monkey a shower

Surfing tidal waves
Creating nanobots
Or locating Frankenstein's brain (It's over here!)

Finding a dodo bird
Painting a continent
Or driving your sister insane (Phineas!)

As you can see
There's a whole lot of stuff to do
Before school starts this fall (Come on Perry)

So stick with us 'cause Phineas and Ferb
Are gonna do it all
So stick with us 'cause Phineas and Ferb are
Gonna do it all!
(Mom! Phineas and Ferb are making a title sequence!)

12/11 is finally here

wow .
one more hour .
sigh ...
PRAY PRAY PRAY !

i wish i can be there ):
i miss you .

loss

nothing i can do ,
its not like i can get you back .
i feel so dead without you
it hasnt even been that long
. . . yet , made the biggest scar

it gets harder and harder by the day ,
never knew , a heartache felt this way .

i miss you more than anything ,
11 : 11 , i wish . . .

think of me

oh yhup .
today is STUDAY ! (:
Haha , Library after school with teh bruh .
I really hope the Kent Library re-opens soon .
2 more months till i start whippin ! (: haha
i miss you ):


one more day left .
god of second chances ,
please help him and let things go down all good !

&& can't wait till winter break >__<"

Every girl thinks she can change a player, but the truth is, it's not the player that needs to change, it's the girl. Because every player is on a mission to find that one girl that makes him lose his desire to play.

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he said to me

ahhh ! he's amazing ! (:
i love you babe ! <3
you're the best ! ! !

thank you baby (:
i miss you

YOU !

I ...
AM ..
SO !

FREAKING .
SIICK AND TIRED OF YUO !
OMGGGGGGGGG !.

GET OUT OF HERE .

yhup ; yup ; yep .

YEAP !
YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEPP !
yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppp !

(:

"YUP!"
(:

THATS RIGHT BEEITCH (:

da da dummm !
my bad !!!!! ):





.............. blehhh
assembly today . gahh x.x

my boo (:

baby i love you like . . .

ahahaha iono .
but im glad i got to talk to you via text ! (:
ahah , cus for more than half of our relationship you didnt have a phone >__<"
gayyy , yeahh . but its getting disconnected today . which is really. gay up the butthole. haha .
i cant wait will tonight ! (: ahhh ~ :D
heh heh heh .
guess what . . .
i love you this much --> .
ahahahahah JUST KIDDING !
i love you thiss muchhhh ! --> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
The time it took to do just that times infinity. ahaha (:
yhhuup! i love you .
see you later tonight babee , i miss yoooh

heartbreaker ; ※

wow . that was great . it wasnt even 2 minutes .
i love you ? nope .
i missed you ? nope .
thank you ? nope .
letters ? NOPE ! [he said that he forgot , so . . . you couldnt stop by your house and get those?]

good day , just gone bad . . . with something that i thought would make my day even better 99x times .

sigghh ; came home late . didnt even start on my homework yet . sluffin .
had fun with thythy , but yeah .

I FELT REAL SPECIAL .
i love SPENCER ! ♥

couldnt even remember O828O9 on 1128O9 , i cant believe i thought youd be able to remember to bring those letters back . so stupid of me . ehhh ,

parents are home now .
byee & g'nitte .

x[

wooh whoo

YAY ! (:
SCORED 100% on the Ion Quiz !
Friday -> 2nd Quiz
WOOOH ~
1st day of December , school day ; ayye okaayyy (:
:D

ahhhh !

OMG ! Guess what !?!!? GUESS WHAT ?!?!?!? ahahah
I GOT A LETTERR ! (:
:D :D :D
yeeeeee ~
ahahahhahaha whooot .
days already so goood

yhup .

Bye-bye November and hello December ! (: Haha , so far so good baby . Haha , first day of December by favorite month , and its not because my birthday is in there , because my birthday is in February , and February isnt really my favorite month so yeah . But its because December has the happiest times of the year , winter break , the pretty snow , christmas day , new years eve, and all those fun filled events there are . ahah (: but , if things go well next Friday then everything would be 100x more better , if things really dont go down good , then things wont be so good . lets hope for the best ! (: the very last thing that i think of before my is over the very first thing that i think of when i wake up in the morning , is you . and the first thing i say is goodmorning babe and kiss the ring (: ahaha , dont call me a freak or stalker , cus im NOT ! blehh , i just really miss you .

after school going to down to FHS go meet up with my homegurl from '07 days . ahah , i miss you ! x] blehhh , see you soon unni !

photography is getting to be kinda wack . blehhh , peasshhh ! be back laterrr .

Bunz - New Boyz

ahah yeahh , makes me laugh (:
she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

i like big bunz and i can not lie (lie)
so if you got some and i see you walk by (by)
ima get up tap you say hi (hi)
take you to my room tap you then bye (bye)
naw im jus playin
still got bunz but ya friend needa stop cuz
she aint got none
i like my bunz fat and juicy
i dont want no saggy bootie
tryna do me naw
you can stop
i aint touchin nothin 'less the bootie pop
got a milli like man cuz i gota wait
if you aint got money betta fly dat away
tell wolf pac dat the chick needed change
bootie bounce pop or my chick bounce lame
it keeps going
got too much fuel
she dont got a donk this gurl gat a mule

she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

(said she got bunz)
ben j
o yep dat me
and im lookin for a gurl with a dub i.d.
and a gurl who can drink dats mixed wit freak
now its time too got to war wit a mixed bootie
i can see dis gurl want more
now she dealin wit her man
nope man didnt go
got a old school swagg wit a new cant go
wit her bunz nice slate on a black range rove
checkin those bunz dis gurl got back
and i think she got back cuz her mama got back
and her sister got back
and her granny got back
but her auntie got none
but dey all got bunz (and...)

i got swagg to handle it right
and you gon get it tonight
and once i put it on you you gon feel it feel it alright (she had a...)

apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

bunz
where da chick wit da bunz
check her real fast
look like she havin fun
chick's super hard boy
betta not run
packin does bunz like her bootie is a gun
probly had bunz since da day she was 1
bunz so thick she could block out the sun
cant take two walk pass
need 1
dis the new thing so we all have fun
boom in the club but before we was done
she bought me a drink and we both got drunk
now we at the crib
we both throwin up
but its all good cuz she still wanna hump
and i bang bang bang til the sun came up
hit the new boyz say come pick me up
den dey pulled up to the front
den i hopped in da trunk
den i told a story bout da gurl wit da bunz

she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

said she got bunz