A little taste of pure

You're so different.
The way I see you, is alot similar to the way you see her.
Aberration from all the others.
So demure, but try to break through the stymied path
Epiphany__ strucks me but never could tell.
Is it infactuation or obsession
Keeping things sealed.
So clandestine yet so loquacious
Becoming so contagious
But the funny thing it that I was getting ready to open up
But I guess I was just one little step behind.
-- told me that I should be a little selfish over things like this
But the innermost of myself says that I can't.
보기와다르게...그냥 예전처럼 지냉돼게...눈감고다시 차마보자...

- of yours

So it is true that I do fall easily.
I thought that I could keep myself up steady, but I guess not.
- didnt seem like every other that I thought I should give it another go.
But why is it that it always ends up like this.
I guess God just made things happen like this.
Like obstacles of life, but I don't see how it's making me stronger.
The start was different, unlike any other ones...
but then as soon as I said "Oh, maybe ___ " it just knocked me down.
Like always I 'em before I do for myself.
Here it goes again.
This time its unclear but I hope it goes all good.
Givin' it up once again...
For the same her, and another him.

The way you make that one individual so special.


Infactuation

On & Off

Today... was my first official day of summer vacation... Since I had VBS all week and that was right after school ended, I didnt really get a chance to enjoy summer. I didnt feel so lazy as I would usually. But I had to wake up all earyl becuase Young-Hwan E obba wanted me to wake him up @ like 6:30am because he had to go to court. >__< I fell back asleep until i got a text from CYH. I was watching a movie called "the day the earth stood still" but the DVD was so laggy I just changed it to a different movie called "Gift" untill my mom called and said that I had to watch the store today becuase she had to go somewhere. I got to work around 11:00 ish and tried to figure out the password to my brothers computer which took more than half an hour, and eventually didnt get to figure out what it was... Ehh~ After my mom came back around 2 with my sister, I went to my dads cleaners... I was hella tired and what not so I slept for like 4-5 hours. It felt so good hahah (: So came home after work @ 7:30. Ate dinner, & hopped onto something that I havent been on for a long ass time... MAPLE STORY!! (: hhaha. OMG, I was so addicted to this last year.. not even funny. Haha. LOL. Played with Issak Obba & Sammy, and a little bit with Hayoung Haha. After wiating to play with CYH... ended up never playing until like 1:25am. He happened to be on while I was washing my face, and I wasnt here, so he got off. Ehhh >__< Talked to CYH untill... not so longg... not as much as yesterday... w/ ES but yea... Making me wake him up AGAIN! >__< Eugghhh so gay... Im going to wake him up on purpose @ like 4am. Hahahahaha welll... Hope tomorrow is a better day.

My Daily Laughters
- Issak & Sammy are soo freaking cute (: Issak makes me laugh so much with his little cute dancing and his terminology. Haha. Cant believe he's older. >__<
- CYH-e-obba (: Hahaha His little jokes that cracks the hell out of me, keep me laughing all the way, all day hahaah (:
- Sammyy & Hayoung lil est.diaper dayz friend hate/love ship ahaha lol so cuteee
- Just my weirdness in everywaysss. (:

Going to sleep now...
Ohhh BTW. Sorry Issak I couldnt get to text or call you >___<


Goodnight!!! (: hahah


&&Obba you make things obvious.
너무 해깔리게 한다... 정말.