back to the days where , there were no worries
where , hope and love was there for us 24/7
like the light that was upon us , giving us happiness like pain never existed
that one person was there , that made me smile again never again twisted

wanting to see how much hate and revulsion you can take
how much of a vex i am to you , filled with exasperation
delibraty knowing , how much it hurts to know that
i am that one person you wish you never met , with great desperation
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& now with you , the one that was able to feel me and know what i feel within
the days , it was the hardest for me , you were there for me to listen
now with the time that we dont evn know how long it'll last
i sit here , taking advantage or every moment we can make as memories even when we're miles away , with pressure weighing in

i sat there once and asked crying, knowing that this was going to
happen , but you just didnt feel it
always keeping that up
never knowing the genuine

your laughter and smile , your modesty , kindness and caring self .

IMY&IS.