hmmm ; ♥

Haha , okay my boyfriend is gay ! ): blehhh , for keeping his status on myspace single , and having a video of him singing a song to another girl . uhh , i feel so special ! x] its really gay , it is really gay . i get so jealous of deveon and nikki always being able to see each other at school and give hugs to each other , and just basically see each other whenever they want . uhhh , i wishh i can do that with young . he forgot that i was our 3rd month on saturday , uhhh , it kinda pissed me off but whatever . we still havent really done anything major since we've been going out though . but hopefully , he can be able to come down to kent on friday and watch new moon with me , and maybe orlando and megan can come , cus i think they're the ones that giving the rides , and a double date with nikki and deveon . i still cant believe i lost those letters , they were so special to me . i read nikki's letter that deveon wrote for her for their one month , and it made me miss those letters even more . !@#$%^&*(^&%#$@!@#$%^&* i want them back dang it ! ): i never missed someone so much before , blehhh . i wish i can just be with him 24/7 and feel his warm touches , and all that good stuff . i wanna run away to the north pole or something , iono . lets just all fly up to heaven . i miss hearing his voice on the phone before i go to sleep at night , and his good night kisses ): only if i had my L and my car , then i'd be all good to go . mmmh , 2 more months left ! (: i cant wait ! heh heh heh . tomorrow is the first day of december ! (: yeeeeeee ~ lets hope things get betterr !

i love you baby ; ♥
& g'niite evr'boody