A Thousand Smiles & A Thousand Tears

The fake smiles
The walks in the mile
I haven’t seen the real one
As you haven’t seen me as the one
The pictures that we take
The memories we make
Look into them and think
They may leave in just a blink
The worst may remain
But what is there that we can claim
Just as you left
I haven’t seen the best
Will we meet in the new world
As the wind whorls
The meaning behind those eyes
The clouds that I see in the sky
I feel the pain
As it rains
I pray
But I end up being the prey
The feelings
Those meaning
The love
Those move
The regrets
That we forget
As the memories fade
I don’t see what we have made
As I see those frowns
Looks like make up on a clown
It smears
And all I see is a blur
It fogs up and I cant see it anymore
I don’t see where we were
I want to go back
I run back
I try not to look back
But I just cant help but get you off my mind
No one can help
There is no one that is willing to yelp
As I wish
There is nothing more to fish
Should I just stay
Or leave it as they must say
Will anyone understand
Do I just sit here
Or will it again appear?