aish

I stare at my computer screen
my fingers sit on the keyboard and my head screams
words get jammed, and crash
dont know where to start, and starts to feel like trash
my heart skips a beat
when i know that we're gunna meet
as time pass
i get more in mass
people mock
and i feel like a rock
as we become more separate
i feel more desperate
it leaves me here
and i dont know what to hear
can we bring tomorrow back
and leave the past sitting on a rack
the pain may leave
but leaves a mark
i thought i dreamt
when we first met
bullets come in
and you go out
you were my first
i was your several
you were my impact
as i was your past
the time comes
and your time just doesnt come
my feelings and thoughts develope
as i seal them in an envelope
i cant move on
unless you can take me on
i am deeply in love with you
but others say that i dont need you
i brang the trouble
and all i did was stumble
you were the only one
and i was the special one
i was innocent
and you were reluctant
you were soo sure
and i was on the shore
i trembled
you didnt stumble
it was all you
i was just following you
regret
forget
crackled windows
as poisoning as the black widows
the fright that i have
and the right you have
can this ever be
will you and i ever be
and again i need to let go
like i said
...
again
rotates
in a circle
revenge... BS




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