the "thing"

You were the only person for me
It was all misunderstanding between
It was all the truth
Just until it got to be brutal
You were the only thing for me
It was all the heart-ship that took us
It was all the love
Just until it got to the limit
Thinking of just how horrifying this may be
Staying up all night just thinking about one thing
Taking up all the pain that you may be feeling
I just want to tell you
I just want to show you
I just want to let you know
But you were so sure about things
You jumped to conclusions and I was speechless
You didn’t seem like the kind of person
You didn’t seem like you would be as crucial
Putting things in a puzzle
Setting things so that you would understand
Trying to put things together so that I can tell you in a way that you would understand
Why am I trying to hard
Why can’t I just move on
Why is that I am still here standing in the same place
Are you already moving on
Are you thinking the same thing that I am thining
Were you feeling the same why that I was feeling
Was it really all just a little dream
Was I a princess in wonderland just for a second
It just all seems like it could be fantasy
You may not know but you’ve been the biggest impact
You were my first and I didn’t know
When I am with you there is nothing else in my head
When I see others talking bad about you
I take your back
When I don’t know that in the hell is going on this world
I look at our picture
My mind clears out and I see a smile on my face
You were the only to tell me
And you were the only one that I heard anything like that from
Do you really hate me that much
Does one thing like this really have to get in the way of us
Were we just something to forget
Was it just something that was the moment
Have you thought of how I would feel
A betrayer?
Really?
Are you for reals?
I beg for so much
Was I going to the other way
I wish you would just give me the time for me to explain
But I guess you just don’t want to listen
I was never so afraid of anything
I would wonder if you would take just a simple greeting from me
Or if you would even say anything back
I would think so hard on things
But others would tell me
I didn’t know until something hit me
I don’t know why I need you so much right now
I will never forget you
I will try everything to get to know it
But please don’t change so much
Please don’t move on too fast
Please don’t forget about me
Please don’t be too happy
Please just give me that time
… I haven’t even said what I have wanted to