yhup ; yup ; yep .

YEAP !
YYYYYYEEEEEEEEEPP !
yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppp !

(:

"YUP!"
(:

THATS RIGHT BEEITCH (:

da da dummm !
my bad !!!!! ):





.............. blehhh
assembly today . gahh x.x

my boo (:

baby i love you like . . .

ahahaha iono .
but im glad i got to talk to you via text ! (:
ahah , cus for more than half of our relationship you didnt have a phone >__<"
gayyy , yeahh . but its getting disconnected today . which is really. gay up the butthole. haha .
i cant wait will tonight ! (: ahhh ~ :D
heh heh heh .
guess what . . .
i love you this much --> .
ahahahahah JUST KIDDING !
i love you thiss muchhhh ! --> OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
The time it took to do just that times infinity. ahaha (:
yhhuup! i love you .
see you later tonight babee , i miss yoooh

heartbreaker ; ※

wow . that was great . it wasnt even 2 minutes .
i love you ? nope .
i missed you ? nope .
thank you ? nope .
letters ? NOPE ! [he said that he forgot , so . . . you couldnt stop by your house and get those?]

good day , just gone bad . . . with something that i thought would make my day even better 99x times .

sigghh ; came home late . didnt even start on my homework yet . sluffin .
had fun with thythy , but yeah .

I FELT REAL SPECIAL .
i love SPENCER ! ♥

couldnt even remember O828O9 on 1128O9 , i cant believe i thought youd be able to remember to bring those letters back . so stupid of me . ehhh ,

parents are home now .
byee & g'nitte .

x[

wooh whoo

YAY ! (:
SCORED 100% on the Ion Quiz !
Friday -> 2nd Quiz
WOOOH ~
1st day of December , school day ; ayye okaayyy (:
:D

ahhhh !

OMG ! Guess what !?!!? GUESS WHAT ?!?!?!? ahahah
I GOT A LETTERR ! (:
:D :D :D
yeeeeee ~
ahahahhahaha whooot .
days already so goood

yhup .

Bye-bye November and hello December ! (: Haha , so far so good baby . Haha , first day of December by favorite month , and its not because my birthday is in there , because my birthday is in February , and February isnt really my favorite month so yeah . But its because December has the happiest times of the year , winter break , the pretty snow , christmas day , new years eve, and all those fun filled events there are . ahah (: but , if things go well next Friday then everything would be 100x more better , if things really dont go down good , then things wont be so good . lets hope for the best ! (: the very last thing that i think of before my is over the very first thing that i think of when i wake up in the morning , is you . and the first thing i say is goodmorning babe and kiss the ring (: ahaha , dont call me a freak or stalker , cus im NOT ! blehh , i just really miss you .

after school going to down to FHS go meet up with my homegurl from '07 days . ahah , i miss you ! x] blehhh , see you soon unni !

photography is getting to be kinda wack . blehhh , peasshhh ! be back laterrr .

Bunz - New Boyz

ahah yeahh , makes me laugh (:
she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

i like big bunz and i can not lie (lie)
so if you got some and i see you walk by (by)
ima get up tap you say hi (hi)
take you to my room tap you then bye (bye)
naw im jus playin
still got bunz but ya friend needa stop cuz
she aint got none
i like my bunz fat and juicy
i dont want no saggy bootie
tryna do me naw
you can stop
i aint touchin nothin 'less the bootie pop
got a milli like man cuz i gota wait
if you aint got money betta fly dat away
tell wolf pac dat the chick needed change
bootie bounce pop or my chick bounce lame
it keeps going
got too much fuel
she dont got a donk this gurl gat a mule

she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

(said she got bunz)
ben j
o yep dat me
and im lookin for a gurl with a dub i.d.
and a gurl who can drink dats mixed wit freak
now its time too got to war wit a mixed bootie
i can see dis gurl want more
now she dealin wit her man
nope man didnt go
got a old school swagg wit a new cant go
wit her bunz nice slate on a black range rove
checkin those bunz dis gurl got back
and i think she got back cuz her mama got back
and her sister got back
and her granny got back
but her auntie got none
but dey all got bunz (and...)

i got swagg to handle it right
and you gon get it tonight
and once i put it on you you gon feel it feel it alright (she had a...)

apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

bunz
where da chick wit da bunz
check her real fast
look like she havin fun
chick's super hard boy
betta not run
packin does bunz like her bootie is a gun
probly had bunz since da day she was 1
bunz so thick she could block out the sun
cant take two walk pass
need 1
dis the new thing so we all have fun
boom in the club but before we was done
she bought me a drink and we both got drunk
now we at the crib
we both throwin up
but its all good cuz she still wanna hump
and i bang bang bang til the sun came up
hit the new boyz say come pick me up
den dey pulled up to the front
den i hopped in da trunk
den i told a story bout da gurl wit da bunz

she had a apple bottom skinny waist
shake dem bunz all in my face
5-6 super freak
tell all da homies dat she got

bunz, bunz bunz (said she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (sh-she got)
bunz, bunz bunz (said she got...)

said she got bunz

hmmm ; ♥

Haha , okay my boyfriend is gay ! ): blehhh , for keeping his status on myspace single , and having a video of him singing a song to another girl . uhh , i feel so special ! x] its really gay , it is really gay . i get so jealous of deveon and nikki always being able to see each other at school and give hugs to each other , and just basically see each other whenever they want . uhhh , i wishh i can do that with young . he forgot that i was our 3rd month on saturday , uhhh , it kinda pissed me off but whatever . we still havent really done anything major since we've been going out though . but hopefully , he can be able to come down to kent on friday and watch new moon with me , and maybe orlando and megan can come , cus i think they're the ones that giving the rides , and a double date with nikki and deveon . i still cant believe i lost those letters , they were so special to me . i read nikki's letter that deveon wrote for her for their one month , and it made me miss those letters even more . !@#$%^&*(^&%#$@!@#$%^&* i want them back dang it ! ): i never missed someone so much before , blehhh . i wish i can just be with him 24/7 and feel his warm touches , and all that good stuff . i wanna run away to the north pole or something , iono . lets just all fly up to heaven . i miss hearing his voice on the phone before i go to sleep at night , and his good night kisses ): only if i had my L and my car , then i'd be all good to go . mmmh , 2 more months left ! (: i cant wait ! heh heh heh . tomorrow is the first day of december ! (: yeeeeeee ~ lets hope things get betterr !

i love you baby ; ♥
& g'niite evr'boody

STUDY ! Chemistry (: I love Chemistry <3

Vanadium p+= 23 no= 22.9415 e-= 23
Nitrogen p+= 7 no=7.0067 e-= 7
Argon p+= 18 no= 21.948 e-= 18
Potassium p+= 19 no= 20.0983 e-= 19
Platinum p+= 78 no= 117.084 e-= 78

5 protons boron
17 protons chlorine
25 protons manganese
82 protons lead
92 protons uranium

Ion with 12 protons and 10 electrons 12 24Mg2+
Ion with 74 protons and 68 electrons 74 178W6+
Ion with 95 protons and 89 electrons 95 243Am148-
Ion with 33 protons and 36 electrons 33 74As3-
Ion with 29 protons and 27 electrons 29 63Cu2+

59 28Ni2+ p+= 28 no= 31 e-= 26
91 40Zr4+ p+= 40 no=51 e-= 36
14 058Ce3+ p+= 58 no= 82 e-= 55
79 34Se2- p+= 34 no= 45 e-= 36
45 21Sc3+ p+= 21 no= 24 e-= 18
13 6C4- p+= 6 no= 7 e-= 10

84 protons, 125 neutrons, and 80 electrons 209 84Po4+
27 protons, 32 neutrons, and 25 electrons 59 27Co2+
73 protons, 108 neutrons, and 68 electrons 180 73Ta5+
31 protons, 39 neutrons, 28 electrons 69 31Ga3+

Alpha: 231 91Pa -> 42α + 227 89Ac
Beta: 223 87Fr -> 0-1β + 223 88Ra
Alpha: 149 62Sm -> 42α + 145 60Nd
Beta: 165 61Pm -> 0-1β + 165 62Sm
Alpha: 249 101Md -> 42α + 245 99Es
Alpha: 146 62Sm -> 42α + 142 60Nd
Beta: 198 85At -> 0-1β + 198 86Rn
Alpha: 150 64Gd -> 42α + 146 62Sm
Beta: 152 54Xe -> 0-1β + 152 55Cs
Beta: 120 55Cs -> 0-1β + 120 56Ba

one in a million

I've been going through so much lately, and I haven't really told anyone about anything that's been happening except for my brotha deveon. He's been helping me alot through so many different things and had my back like no other. I'm glad I have a friend like him, makes me feel more loved. There are so many things thats been bothering me, so many things, people bleh. I wish I can just run away to peace where there are no distractions but the sound of peace and the feel of comfort that you feel even if you may be miles away. I've met so many different people in the past year, and learned many things. Made countless amount of mistakes and learned from them. I've lost my closest ones and important things that belonged to me, and they're things that I can't get back, but they're the obstacles that God put me through to make me stronger, and theres nothing that I can do to avoid those things. It's already the last day of November and it feels like November just started, time just passes by like its nothing, but so much happens in that time. I hope things improve and get better in December. I've had so many wishes and hopes this month, and I've been praying about so many things. I've improved on personal subjects, but made mistakes, when I knew better. I think I might've gotten a cold from all that freezing during the weekend ): Like he said to her on that piece of paper, I wish that WE can have more time together with each other than the time that we have missing each other. NMN+DI. I've been falling so far away from God lately, and it's not as easy as I thought it would be to get back. I'm trying to make things easier for everyone... but I don't know if things are working out. I havent been going to youth group for over a month now, and I'm still debating on if I should be going back or not. I wish I had Deveon and Nikki with me there, but they can't be there. I should be taking a different path in life right now, and making the right decisions unlike those that I've been making nowadays. Deveon, proved a good point to me and told me that I know better and that I shouldn't be doing the things that I'm doing right now, and be taking a different path in life. But if I do take the other path in life, instead of falling into the trap that I've been fallin into to take the path that I don't seek, is to be losing YOU. & I don't want that to happen, I know things can change and I can keep you at the same time. So I really hope my plan works out, I needa be to more out there with my opinions, and get my head back in the game, and stand up back onto my feet and be more productive, cus I've been sluffin big time these days. I need my superman with the red cape to come save me from all this danger and take me back, hello ? My prince charming, where art thou ?

There's nothing in this world
There's not another boy that could make me feel so sweet
Cos he fills up my life
Like the sun, he shines bright
Boy, come with me now

11/26/09

yeahh , im so tired . couldnt even sleep well last night . . . did too much of that "thinking" . ehh ~ mann , i dont know . i feel so lost without them ! they're so important to me , they're like . . . IMPORTANT ! & even Nikki and Deveon knows that I'd go crazy over them . & its GONE ! ):
but , I'm glad that I have a brotha like Deveon . He said that he would help me find it , and go to all the stores that we went to yesterday after school and to all the classrooms and see if he can find it for me . hopefully , i can find it . i feel like so much of me missing ! i want to smile like how i do when i read those little things . they may not mean so much to you , but to me , its one of the most important things in my life . its the only thing that i had that HE gave to ME .
& i dont know how to tell him . i feel horrible , i feel so bad right now , i just want to run away . uhhh . he's probably going to be so disappointed ): he's been waiting so long , and so paitiently . . . dang , its going to suck seeeing him disappointed . but , i really do hope that everythings going to be alright .

WHY !? did this have to happen now . . .
_________ happy thanksgiving everyone !

i miss yooooh .
)":

): why ? ;

TODAY IS JUST NOT MY DAY ! FORREAL !
sighhh ,
i didnt get to talk to young all day today ):
i didnt feel good at all today , & had a heartburn for over 9 hours .
& i found out that i didnt have my wallet and that i lost it about 40 minutes ago .

i dont know where he's at , or what he's doing or who he is with , and this heartburn is just plain h*ll, and my wallet ? ):
the most important thing ...
my permits in there , my school id , all my money, and most of all the letters that i wrote to young , "love letter #6,7,8,9,10" are in there , and most importantly ... that one thing that always made me happy whenever i am down , and feeling drowzy , that one thing that makes me happy and smile whenever im sad and just not in a good mood ; the letters that HE wrote for me . those that made me smile like nothing else in this whole world can , and made me feel as if i was in heaven for just that minute , that one thing that makes me so happy is gone now . and i cant find it anymore .
its so hard to contact him , talk to him , hear his voice, and most of all just see him .
i'm suppose to go to puyallap on friday and spend the night there and come back on saturday , but i dont have the money for the movie that i was going to watch which i've been waiting for a week "new moon" and buying him ggampungi ; his favorite , at the korean resturant and see him eat filled with joy and the money for taking the pictures in the photobooth ; to capture the special moment in my life . and i made him wait , and he hadn't heard the good news yet , and im so sorry for making you wait . . . . . . . for nothing , now that i dont have any money .
now everything is ruined , my life is so ridiculous , nothing gets any better .
and things been just getting worse , i cant take it anymore , and sometimes i just want to give up on everything , but theres just that one thing that keeps me going ...

the only thing that i truly want for christmas this year ; is to keep you in my arms forever and not letting you go , to keep you in life and not seeing you off , to keep you as mine and only mine forever , and experience all things that i havent with you for the rest of my life .

[ those dreams that i've had for 3 days strait . . . the 3rd night ; the dream of loss . i think this is what it meant by loss , but whats next if the 3rd night was just that . . . what'll happen with the 2nd ? ]
God please help me out here , hollla backk ! i cant hear you , & i keep begging for more , and asking you to help me , i pray and pray about it 24/7 , and i still havent gotten the feeling . . . is everything going to alright ? ]

i miss you babe , i miss you . be safe and dont get into any trouble kay ? be good , and dont be doing bad things . i love you , sweet dreams , goodnight & sleep tight dont let the bed bugs bite . [i wish you were here to say "& keep your butthole tight"]

my list

*things that i want to do with my boo*
- kissing in the rain
- kissing in the snow
- couple ring
- watching the sunset/rise
- going shopping together @ the mall
- walking on the beach
- taking pictures in a photobooth
- couple tee & actually wearing them haha
- watching a movie at the movie theater
- eating cotton candy together
- going to a park
- having a picnic
- going to the mountains to snowboard
- going to the sauna
- going to NRB
- cooking together
- matching PJ's
- attending a dance together
- making snow angels in the snow
- experiencing the first snow fall w/

I WANT THIS !

Christmas 2009

ahaha , danng ! Christmas is almost coming up , it seems like 2008 just ended .
Haha , I will never forget '09 summer , and the people that i met in '09 and all those crazy things that i went through . ahah , even more than the november and december of 2008 . ahaha , seems like it was just yesterday . i hope its a white christmas this year ! (: && i really wish that i can keep you forever and ever and ever and ever and ever yadiyadiyada ~ ahah. pictures with santa this year @ the carousel will be great ! <3 TU3 retake '09 . ahah . i love TU3 & will never forgett , ahah . its like a tradition , this time of the year .... ahaha . yeahhh
soo , you should check out my wish list for this year ! (:
ahahahaha ------------------------->

Part Of My Wish List (: #3

vspink.com
$25 crewneck + $25 signature pant
this is something that i would LOVE LOVE LOVE to get for christmas more than that robe ! (: but still get it NIKKI :D

Part Of My Wish List (: #2

americaneagleoutfitters.com

Part Of My Wish List (:

bathandbodyworks.com
& nikki's getting me to robe (:

hmp .

nehh ! i agree ! i want snow ~ ahaha , it'd be so great if i experience the first snow day with younginn ! (: & if it was a white christmas it'd be so pretty . lol ,
me and nikki went to our favorite store in kent station while waiting for the meeting at city hall to start again . but mannn , i fell in love ! ahah i love that store , it made me miss younginn more than i already am . i wish i can own that place (: mmmmmh , working @ a slaughterhouse killing animals ? hmmm , ahaha . yeeeeah , I LOVE DERRICK SAN ! (: ahahaha , <-- there you go lil' buddy , ahaha i put you on my blogg ! pshhh , better feeel luckkyy <3 lol . yeeeeeeeee ~ thats all i want to say for now , brb ! later toniitte , possibly . (: ahaha .

peeeeeeasssssssssssh .
I LOVEE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOUNG CHO FOREVER !
[ & YOU ! needa back off and not get into my business , cusss ! you dont know me , i dont know you , and i dont like it when YOU get into my business and talking sheit bout me when you dont even know me . ARIIITE !? i hear from you once again , next time i see you , we're going to talk ! :D ]

i try ... i fail ...

gah x.x
i fail in life .
i swear , i had all of them down .
and i was right too !
i think the answer sheet was wrong or something .
but its better than waiting to see if you got it right or wrong like regular KM , we get out score as soon as we're done .
only if i said CO32- for carbonide instead of Co32-
and NH4+ instead of Nh4+ for Ammonium , i never shouldve changed it .
EFFF!

glee ! (:

yeeee ~
getting out of school @ 10:50am tuesday and wednesday && no school thursday and friday ! (: ahaha
CWI Sustainability Project is due 24th , Final is due 25th .
Things Fall Apart Group Project of English Due 30th
Kanji-Hiragana Test Tomorrow in Japanese
Ions Quiz Today in Chemistry
IB Pre-Calculus Chapter 3 Part 2 Test Tomrrow

I cant wait till this weekend ! (: ahhh , super excited ! :D hope mother says YES , hopefully .

-------
nehh ~ ive had this dream for 3 days , it all connects . its so strange and so scary . sighh , i hope everything will be alright though .

yessh ! out of 4th CWI and LUNCH in about ..... 8 minutes ? ahah woooh ~
i miss younnggg ~ ):

<3

ahahah ! (:
yeahhh , i dont know . another sunday went byebye .
i don't like it , i really don't . uhhh ,
but oh well , like i can really do anything about it +_____+
i cant wait till the weekend !! im super excitedd !
I FREAKING MISS YOUNNGGGG !
gahh x.x

i wish i can fly . ahahah (:
wooow , my wallet feels so much more thinner whithout all of the thick letters in there . ahahah . mmmmh, i want to watch new moon ! nehhh , saturday better come fast !
& getting off of school @ 12:00 tuesday and wednesday ! cheyyahhh ! (:
ahhaha i miss deveon too ): ehhh , oh well , i get to see hinm tomorrow anywayss .aahaha .


let make tomorrow a happy day ! :D i wanna be happy tomorrow ! (: aahaha ,

I LOVE YOU BABE ! <3


ps ; zack is my new pen pal ! (: ahahha yayyyy ! lets exchange letters sonn (:

love said to me . . . today ;

chyeeeh boii ! (:
hahaha , just got home ;
mmmh , boo came down to Kent for the first time now .
&& it was more for the money than anything else , but it was better than nothing ,
ahahah (: im just glad that i saw him , and i get to see him tomorrow too (: ahhh ~
we got a couple ring today too , its not formal and its not fake , but its cute and simple ~ (:
- getting a couple ring
checked on the list of what i want to do when i get a boyfriend ,
- kissing in the rain ! ^^*
ahaha did that today too (: mmmmhm , for the first time too . it was amazing & i loved it . ahaha now i can say that i've kissed in the rain before ! (:
2 check marks down on my list all in one day , woow ! isnt that great ?! ahahaha :D

but i lost something today , i hope i can get most of it back tomorrow though . ive been waiting for it for for than 3 months for it ): but you have to make some sacrafices for the love one riite ? sighhh , i miss it already ): i feel . . . so blehhh , butt !@#$%^& yeahh . . .

mmmmh , i missed him so much and i got to see him before next weekend , and it makes it even better that i get to see him tomorrow ! (: ahahaa , i met spencer and orlando today , they're actually pretty cool , especially spencer (: even if he's kinda short , i was surprised , almost my height , but cute ! ^^* ahahah , Orlando seemed to be . . . blank , i couldnt really tell his expression but from what i saw it wassnt that much of a good mood , but im still glad that i got to see them . ahah i hope we can have fun next weekend , i cant wait .

i want to go to the thing on 12/11 but , he says that he doesnt want me there . but things will go down all good hopefully . i pray about it everyday , everynight , every morning and once before every meal i take . i never prayed so hard and so much for one person in my whole life , but i know that God will let things go all good . & like he once said to me before , there're are good reasons behind everything that happens , and things dont happen just because . even if i miite not be there to see him that day , he'd better off without me there . maybe its because he doesnt want me to see him like that . . . but , if he insists , theres nothing i can really do but just wait . its going to worry me alot and it is riite now . but pray pray pray and hope things will be ayeee okayy ! (: ahaha [ datt ryhmess (: ]

28th will be the last day i will see him before 12/11 , and i have a feeling that im going to miss him the most and want to see him to most till the next time i see him after 11/28 . we're going to have lots of fun , and laugh alot , and make many memories we can cherish forever in just one day .

i never thought that one person can make me so happy , and keep me on my heels everyday . . . but even if some think that its just infactuation , sometimes i think its real love . & i hope we will last forever . cus i can see it (:
he said something that i wont forget , ahaha <3 his warm heart and loving self will always confort me and make me smile anyday . his laughter will fill my heart with joy and take all stress off my mind , and his smile will make me smile and make my day , his kisses never get old and is never cold , and his warm hugs will make me love him even more and anyday .

lemme just say , before i do anything else toniittee . . .
I LOVE YOU YOUNG CHO , and i really mean it (:

november 20th

i cant wait till OLOT ! (:
ahahaha , people were getting super buck during lunch today ~
ahhh , i needa date before decemeber 5th ,
rawrrrr ~


can't wait till next weekend !!
happy one month nikki and deveon ~ <3